Leah, Hot and Cold

What is a relationship actually? What are we looking for? I feel doubt with my decision to choose my Boyf to be my future husband. Do I choose rightly? Do I really want him? Some months ago, I didn't have this feeling. But since he needed a time, three months, for our future, I've been doubting him since then...

Then, I feel that I'm truly like a song titled "Hot and Cold" by Katy Perry.

I change my mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah I PMS
Like a bitch, I would know

And I over think
Always speak critically
You should know
That I'm not good for you

'Cause I'm hot then I'm cold
I am yes then I'm no
I'm in then I'm out
I'm up then I'm down

I'm wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

I!(I)
I don't really want to stay, no(no)
I!(I)
But I don't really want to go-o(go)

I'm hot then I'm cold
I am yes then I'm no
I'm in then I'm out
I'm up then I'm down

We used to be
Just like twins, so in sync
The same energy
Now's its a dead battery

Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now I'm plain boring
You should know that I'm not gonna change

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride

I change my mind
Like a girl changes clothes